| Well, it has happened once again people...
An event that occurs every couple of months...
I finally change my mind on who I like...
Except now, things are different. I met her at the dance studio with Allison. I probably have said only a few words to her. But in the end, my feelings grew. Maybe it is the Christmas season, but I know something is in the air. Eggnog, Christmas tree's, the joy of everyone in the air. Perhaps for most, but for me, love is in the air once again. I'm really starting to dislike this feeling. It's pleasurable, yet annoying, somehow familiar, but at the same time all so very new. This is how I feel in love with her. But once again love and life has it not for me. A personal vendetta against all that I am. She is a senior (but what is age...), and she has someone. ALAS, cruel fate, why do you tempt me so ?
I'm tired of this... iPod's, shoes, clothes, money.... its all fine and great. But in the end, the best Christmas present wont fit underneath the Christmas tree. I just wish Santa could bring me a new heart and some good luck, that I may find that one person.... who may she be ?...
Cali |
